Passion: What is it?

For some reason I believed I could have passion in my life. Passion. What is this passion some people describe as a wonderful thing? The dictionary describes it as “any powerful or compelling feeling or emotion”. Do I feel any powerful or compelling feeling or emotion towards anything? Other than my weird beliefs, no. I’m lost. I’ve lost my soul, my emotions. I’ve lost everything I’ve ever wanted or needed in this life. Will I ever find myself again, and when if I do, will i ever be able to find passion? Something to love or loath? Some purpose at all? Or will it find me?