Sick for a While Now

I’ve over slept, two days in a row. It’s insanely weird, I usually sleep four to six hours intermittently. I’ve slept 10 hours these two days, I had to obligate myself out of bed today. I’m intoxicated, I’ve been sick for a while now. I was hospitalized back in April and then I disappeared from the phase of Puerto Rico. I was getting better, I lost thirty pounds out of the forty this sickness made me gain. I’m feeling weak again. Muscle pain, bone pain, back pain, ovary pain, head pain, any kind of pain you can imagine. I can’t take this energy less anemic crap. I need it back, I’m a hyper active person with energy failure. I need it back, I feel depressive and not myself when my sickness tries to attack. Help. I can barely move.

If I could find the cure for what I have, in a heart beat I’d work with it. What have I done to deserve this. Was I that horrible in my past lives, have I not learned my lesson, or have I learned and I’m simply receiving punishment for the past. I guess I’ll have to live with it, living sick for a while.

In the Mood

I have animal instincts. I’m a human. I can fall for this flesh desire that comes with this body. We tend to not care for the body’s needs, it’s desires. What I desire, what I need is so tempting, so lip biting, so intense. I need your warmth, your body, I need the hair on my arms to stand up. I need your hand going slowly down through my back, making me closer to you. I need you to take the hair out of my face and kiss me, such a passionate kiss, intense, rough but soft at the same time. I want an arousing kiss that’ll make our bodies wrestle and fight for what just seems right. I desire your teeth ripping at my lips softly. I desire soft caresses that turn into aggressive movements of sweet glory. The sound of our breathing synchronized, gasping for air. Let myself go, have fun. I want this to turn into a cat and dog chase of scratches and bites. I want this now. This desire of our bodies meeting, of our hormones interacting, of our differences coming together. I night of fun. I simply want you.