I have been missing the essence of ValeWale for quite a while now. Who am I? I am perfect just the way I am, I am human, I commit mistakes. When i put my mind to something that I really want, I do what it takes to get it done. I am a 19-year-old confused adolescent girl who loves to love people. I am codependent with everyone in the world, I need everyone to be happy. I am hyper. I think inappropriate thoughts all the time. I laugh at the most silly things, the things nobody finds funny. I’m very outgoing but shy at the same time. I can’t say what I feel because I’m always afraid, the essence of me has turn into fear. People have always seen me as fearless, but the only thing I fear is what I feel.
I’m a hypocrite, a liar. I believe in things that I do not practice in my life. I hide every little thing that might let people judge me. I only give enough information for them to think that I am someone I am not.
I miss the care free VW who used to do things she believed in, even if they were the silliest things. I miss the feeling of the truth, when I didn’t hide things from myself or anyone else, I want to be the old me. The real me.
